CHAPTER FOUR
When we got to the front lobby, we saw Anthony along with several other people. Anthony saw us coming and waved hello, to which Maya waved back happily. The group waved hello to us as well.
"Hey, Maya! Robert! Glad you could make it buddy!"
"Thanks," Anthony shook my hand hard, just like last time.
Maya introduced me to everyone else in the group, but I made no effort to remember any of their names. I assumed they were all couples who were on vacation as well. I imagined Anthony, being so charismatic, was able to convince other tourists to come along.
"Hey Robert, can you do me a favor? Could you carry this bag for us? It has water bottles for all of us the rest of the day."
"Sure thing, sir." I don't know why I called him "sir." It's not like he's going to do anything to me in front of all these people. Anthony gave me a satisfied, evil smile. I looked away to avoid his stare. I noticed Maya giving me a strange look. Was she wondering why I called him "sir"? Why would she find that weird?
Anthony was going over today's agenda. It sounded like it would've been fun to do. If Anthony wasn't here.
The whole day was spent exploring different parts of the island. One of the other guests was explaining they only explored one part of the island yesterday and that alone was a great time. Anthony made sure to keep Maya busy throughout the day.
I was behind them the whole time. You would've thought they were the couple and I was their help. Anthony kept whispering things into her ear. She didn't seem to mind. I couldn't tell since I was behind them, but I think giggled whatever Anthony had said to her. I can only imagine what he was telling her.
Whatever he said to her, she didn't seem to notice my presence. I seem to be the only one who noticed them acting like husband and wife. The other couples in the group were too busy admiring the wonders the island had to offer.
If you were to ask me what I saw that day, I couldn't tell you. My focus was only on Anthony and Maya. My mind kept wondering what they were talking about.
It was around 4 pm did the trip finally end, and we returned to the entrance to the hotel. I was exhausted and so was the rest of the group. They all said their thanks and showed their gratitude to Anthony for showing them a wonderful time. I didn't. But I don't think anyone, especially, Maya noticed. When everyone left, it was just us three. Maya still kept talking to Anthony. By now she probably knows his entire life!
"Thanks again, you two for coming along. I had a great time." Anthony said.
"No, thank you very much! We both had an amazing time thanks to you." Maya exclaimed, speaking for the two of us.
"Don't mention it. It was my pleasure." Anthony went in for a kiss on her cheek, which Maya did the same for him. Then, she gave him a big hug with her arms around her his neck. He was so tall, Maya had to be on her toes, to get her arms around him. Anthony was looking at me with a smug look on his face. His arms were so big, he was able to wrap them around her back. She looked so small and fragile next to him. How could Maya feel any kind of pleasure from a behemoth like that?
Their hug seemed to last longer than it should've. But when it did end, Anthony grabbed her hand and gave it a kiss. I was surprised to see that she didn't want to let go of his hand as he was walking away! Was she really infatuated by him now?
We both didn't talk at all on our way to the room. I felt like a ghost, she couldn't see, just following her around. It wasn't until we got in the room that she finally talked to me.
"I'm going to take a shower." She said on her way to the bathroom.
"Okay, hon'." Was all I could say.
I laid down on the bed staring at the ceiling and imagined the unthinkable. What if Maya was really going to sleep with my boss during our honeymoon?
Well, that's what you wanted right?
No, I mean, yeah. I mean...I don't know.
You agreed to this. Now you have to see it through or else Anthony will ruin you.
I'm ruined either way. He has me in a corner. There's no way out.
Have you ever thought of just letting him expose that false evidence on you? Fighting him with Maya by your side? Don't you think she would stick by you and help fight against Anthony?
I don't know...
Yeah, you're probably right. It's better to just convince your wife to sleep with your boss during your honeymoon. Can't miss.
Shut up!
As I was arguing with myself in my mind, I got another text message. I made sure Maya was still taking a shower before I read the text.
"Great job today! Believe it or not, I think she's ready. Mention your fantasy one more time. Let me know what she says afterward."
It's not my fucking fantasy! I thought. Why does he keep saying that? I don't want her to sleep with another man. She is my wife. I know she loves me and would never do that to me.
That's not what I wrote. Instead, I just sent, "ok."
I waited for another ten minutes before Maya stepped out. She was wearing the hotel's bathrobe and had a towel around her head. She didn't seem to notice me when she walked past me. She rummaged through her clothes to see what to wear.
"H-He-Hey, Hon'?" I said nervously.
"Hmmm?" Was all she said, still rummaging through her clothes.
"Did you- Did you have a good time today?"
"Oh, yeah! I had a fantastic time. Isn't Anthony great?" She still didn't look at me.
"Yeah, he's a great guy." I lied. "I, uh, I wanted to talk about him actually."
"What about him?" She asked.
"Well, you remember what I said about him, right?"
"Not sure. Remind me." Maya put on some panties, without taking off her robe.
"You know...about my...fantasy?"
This finally made her stop and look at me.
"Yeah?" she said.
"Do you think it's something you...you want to do?"
I didn't expect what happened next. Maya looked like she got out of trance. She grabbed her head as if she had a headache. Something important was going through her mind. Then she looked back at me in shock.
"Oh my God, Robert. What happened to me today? I felt like I was someone else. I just realized, just now, I completely ignored you throughout the entire trip! What's wrong with me?"
Maya hurriedly went over to me and sat down on the bed with me.
"No babe, I had a great time today," I said, trying to sound reassuring.
"Really? But we didn't spend any time together. I didn't even talk to you. I spent the entire time with Anthony and... and..." She didn't say anything else. I don't think she wanted to say the next words.
"It's okay, babe. Really." I was debating whether I should say the next words that were on my mind. "I..I'm glad you spent so much time with Anthony."
She had tears running down her face.
"Really? You don't think I neglected you?"
"Of course not. I... wanted you to spend time with Anthony."
Maya looked at me carefully.
"I wanted you two to get closer. It's the perfect opportunity."
"I don't understand. You...still want to see me with another man?"
I thought about how I wanted to answer that.
"I do. But only if you want to. I will never make you do something you don't want to do. But I saw how you were today with him. You were happy. It made me happy." I took her hand in mine.
"It's just...It's so..."
"I know. I know, babe." We both remained silent for a bit before I continued. "Can I ask you something?"
"What?" She sniffled.
"Are you attracted to Anthony?"
Maya looked surprised I asked her that. I was expecting her to start yelling at me but she didn't. Instead, she looked like she didn't know how to answer the question. I thought maybe she would try to lie or come up with some excuse. Then she flat out said, "Yes. God, help me yes."
"Okay. Would you...sleep with him? For me?" I added that last part thinking it would be easier for her to answer.
"I... I... I don't know. I'm just so confused." Maya buried her face in her hands. I rubbed her back to make her feel a little better. "I mean the whole thing is just crazy! When you first brought it up, it was something I would never do! But now, I feel like it's not so crazy after all. I don't know. With you trying to convince me and Anthony looking sexy and saying all the right things, I just...I don't know."
This was the first time I heard Maya referred to Anthony as "sexy." I don't think she even noticed.
"I think it's good that you feel unsure and guilty about it, babe," I said, going at it with another approach.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, if you were quick to do this, I would've probably thought you really didn't love me and regretted getting married. But seeing you in a mess," I chuckled, "Well, it just means you really do love me, and you care about me."
Maya smiled, putting one hand on my face to caress.
"Of course, I love you, you idiot. I wouldn't have married you if I didn't. You're the best man I know. I just have trouble seeing how me being with Anthony would make you happy. Are you saying you wouldn't get jealous? Not even upset?" She inquired. Again, I had to think what I wanted to say next.
"Not at all. In these times, people cheat on their significant others all the time. It's sad. If you did cheat on me, hiding it from me, I would be devastated. Devastated because you had to keep it a secret from me. I don't want any secrets between us. Which is why I told you that part of me. I didn't want to hide anything from you."
Maya looked surprised.
"Wow. I never thought about it like that before. It means a lot you would share that with me."
Maya and I didn't say anything to each for a full minute. I was going to ask how she was feeling now until she spoke again.
"How do you start it?"
"Start what?" I asked.
"You know?Your fantasy? Where do we begin?"
"Are you saying...you'll do this? For me" I asked anxiously. Maya took a deep breath before answering.
"I'm not saying 'yes,'... but I'm not saying 'no,' either. We're just...still talking about it."
I think my heart skipped a beat.
"Of course, babe."
"You need to make me a promise. Right now, Robert."
"Okay. What is it?'
"You need to promise me, that no matter what happens, you will still love me. If we do this or not, that doesn't matter. I want you to promise me that you love me and always will." Maya looked at me dead set in my eyes. I knew she was being serious.
"I promise you, no matter what happens, I will still, and always, love you," I assured her.
Maya looked relieved. We both kissed and embraced each other in silence. She may have been at peace but I wasn't. We were one step closer to completing Anthony’s plan.
When I was alone, I updated Anthony through text. I could tell through his texts, he was excited. I told him Maya was going to call him in a little bit for all three of us to have dinner tonight. Her plan was to leave it up to Anthony to see if he would be up to making my fantasy into reality. If he agreed, we would try to make it happen. But if he didn't, then I I had a feeling Maya was secretly hoping Anthony would say no. Robert took this opportunity to head to one of the restaurants first, in preparation for us.
Sure enough, when I heard Maya talking to Anthony on her phone, she was surprised to hear Anthony was already on his way to a restaurant for dinner. She told him we were on our way. I was so nervous. I don't think my heart has ever stopped beating a million times per minute since we got here.
Maya dressed somewhat moderately. All the clothes she bought were summer wear and rather revealing outfits. Maya was not afraid to show off her gorgeous body. She worked hard at it and felt great every time she went out. I don't blame her. I felt proud she was my wife and lucky to be by her side when we were out in public. I thought after I married her, no one was allowed to have the same pleasures I have with her. Boy, was I dead wrong.
We saw Anthony sitting alone at a big table, dressed rather fashionably, with a jacket and khakis. He was all smiles and courteous when we reached his table.
"Hey, I'm glad you two could make it. I hate eating alone, so I really do appreciate this." He shook my hand, greeting me. Anthony went in to exchange kisses on the cheek with Maya. "Please, sit. I hope you don't mind, but I order wine for us."
I did notice it as we approached the table. I assumed he spiked Maya' drink before we got there.
"No, not at all, Anthony. Thanks." Maya said, gratefully.
After sitting down, Anthony made a toast. "To new friends." We clank glasses and drank.
As we drank and ate our meals, Anthony talked a lot about himself. Mainly his hobbies and work. He made sure to leave out the fact that he was my boss. When he was talking, he spoke mostly to Maya, to which she answered respectfully. Anthony kept complimenting Maya by telling her what an amazing woman she was and how beautiful she was as well. Every so often he would add what a lucky guy he was. He kept making suggestions about what he would do with Maya is she was her man. Nothing inappropriate. Mostly how he would take her to different places and how he would treat her like a queen. Maya was absolutely flushed. I could tell by her reaction. His words were making her melt.
"So, what made you two want to have dinner with me? Not that I'm complaining! I'm just surprised you invited me. Are you two up to something?" Anthony joked. It's crazy how his demeanor can completely change when he's not being an evil asshole. If he wasn't trying to trick my wife into sleeping with him, I would've liked the guy. Even if he wasn't good-looking, his charisma would've won me over.
Maya gave me a weird look. Like she was waiting for me to say something to him. It was too awkward for me though.
"Is there something wrong, Maya? Robert? You two look like you're afraid to tell me something?" Anthony said with concern. Maya decided to speak up. Robert and I have been talking about something. Something...unusual."
"Okay, what is it?" Anthony asked. Maya tried to find the right words to say the next part.
"Robert mentioned something, uh, to me on our first day here. Something about him I never knew about."
"Hey, listen, you don't have to tell me anything that's personal. It's none of my business," Anthony said.
"Actually...it concerns you," Maya replied. Anthony looked at her with a stupid confused look on his face. Like he didn't know what she was talking about.
"This is pretty embarrassing. Not really. Well, it is but it isn't. I just never been in this situation before." Maya fumbled her words.
"Well, whatever it is, I'm sure it's not the worst thing in the world," Anthony assured her again.
"Okay. The thing is, Robert has this, um...fantasy." Anthony remained quiet, waiting for Maya to say the next part.
"He has this fantasy where...where...," she looked at me asking with her expression if she should say the next words. Reluctantly, I nodded.
"...where he wants to see me with...another man."
Anthony looked at me with surprise. "Really?" he said. I nodded, without looking at him. "Wow, I don't know what to say. I've never met anyone who had that kind of...interest." This son of a bitch really did like to make me look bad.
"I didn't know Robert was that kind of guy either." Maya agreed.
"Wait a minute," Robert was looking at both of us now. "Are you saying?...," he pointed at Maya, "...and?" then he pointed at himself. Maya didn't know what to say. Neither did I, so we just nodded quietly.
"Oh, wow." Anthony looked at nothing in particular. He looked like he was having trouble trying to wrap the idea around his head. Give this guy a freakin' Oscar already.
Maya took a longer gulp of her wine. Anthony then looked at Maya with concern on his face.
"How do you feel about it?" He asked.
"Honestly? Funny." Maya laughed a little.
"Why funny?"
"At first, when he mentioned it to me, I was very upset. That was two days ago. Now, I feel more open to the idea for some reason. It's just funny how fast feelings can change."
"Does that mean you have feelings for me?" Anthony inquired.
"I'll say...I am very attracted to you." Maya looked at me to see if that was okay to say. I just smiled. "If I wasn't with Robert, I would definitely try you out," Maya laughed again. Anthony joined her.
"Well, thank you, madam, I'm very flattered. Look, you guys, I've had my fair share of being on the kinky side. I'm no stranger to wild sex if that's okay to say. This is just new territory for me." Anthony admitted. "I've never been with a married woman before. No, that's a lie. I did but I didn't know she was married at the time. I never want to go through that again. Especially with an angry husband."
"We understand. Honestly, I didn't think you would. This is a strange and offensive request. I wanted to show Robert how ridiculous this whole thing was. That's all. And besides, Robert said it wouldn't make him angry or jealous."
"Is that true, Robert?" Anthony asked me.
I nodded, shyly.
Anthony chuckled in disbelief. "I have to say, Anthony, I am very surprised. If I had a woman like Maya, I would be very territorial. I don't think I could ever do something like that." Anthony said before drinking another sip of wine.
"You see, Robert? He doesn't want to do this. I told you," Maya said to me.
"Now I didn't say I wouldn't be open to the idea." Anthony opened up.
"What?" Maya asked, turning her attention to Anthony.
"Maya, you are a very beautiful woman. I've only spent 2 days with you but I know I like you a lot. I too would've tried my chance with you. But I respect the sanctity of marriage. With that being said, however, I am open to the idea of being with another man's wife, as long as I get both of their permission."
Maya was speechless. So was I. This guy was so charismatic, you couldn't call his bullshit, bullshit. He was that convincing.
"I think if we are all in agreement, I would love to take you out on a proper date. Before we, uh, 'seal the deal'? Is that alright to say?" Anthony looked at me when he asked me. I nodded nervously. "Robert? Are you SURE you want to do this? Do I have your permission to take your wife on a date and let whatever happens with you knowing full well of what that means?"
This was it. The point of no return. I can still be a hero to Maya. I could shove the wine at his face and say no, grab Maya, take her back to our room, and finally make passionate love to my wife, damning any consequences. But this isn't a movie. This isn't a fairytale. This is the reality. And reality can be a real bitch sometimes.
"Yes, Anthony, you have my permission to do whatever you want with my wife," I said, trying to sound credible as best I can.
"And what about you, Maya?" Anthony focused on my wife now. "Do you want to fulfill your husband's fantasy and be with me, during your honeymoon?" Anthony stared at her eyes so intently, it looked like he was staring straight into her soul.
"God, help me...yes. Yes, I do, Anthony."
"Okay, then. Well...I guess I'm on board too," Anthony laughed. "I have to tell you, Robert: you're one of the most grounded men I know. I know a good number of men who would go crazy if a guy even spoke to their wives. You're one in a million. Thank you for this opportunity, really."
"You're welcome," was all I could say.
Maya looked shocked. She took a couple deep breaths, before laughing in relief. Anthony rubbed her shoulder to calm her tension.
"Hey, you're still with us?" Anthony asked her.
"Oh my God, are we really doing this?" She covered her mouth with her hand.
"That's only if you want to. I don't want you to feel like we're forcing you. I'm sure Robert feels the same way." Maya looked at me for confirmation.
"I do."
"Plus, it goes without saying, you have the right to stop everything, at any time. Okay?"
Maya nodded with a blank look.
"What...what happens next?" Maya asked the both of us nervously. Anthony answered first.
"Well, I hope you two don't expect anything to happen tonight."
I never really thought about it. But now that he mentioned it, I was kind of surprised he didn't want to do it as soon as possible.
"Call me old fashion, but I like to take the women I have an interest in on a date first before we get intimate. At least one date. I know you two are leaving next week. Plus, it gives you both some more time if you really want to go through with this. That way, there are no regrets afterward. Is that fair?"
Maya looked at me for an answer. I know this was Anthony’s way of turning the knife he stabbed me with, prolonging the pain.
"Yeah, sure. That's fair. Thank you for that." I said.
"Of course. I know this is more for you two so I want to make sure you two are in agreement throughout the entire time."
"Thank you, so much, Anthony. I'll be honest. I don't know what to expect. I'm really nervous." Maya admitted.
"Don't be, Maya," Anthony said. "If this is what you want, I'll be a perfect gentleman. I promise you, I'll make you feel the same way Robert makes you feel."
I could tell that line comforted Maya. It made her look more relieved and happier.
"Now that I think about it, I know what we could do tomorrow on our date. I promise it'll be fantastic. What do you say?" Anthony asked Maya.
"That sounds wonderful," Maya looked giddy. I think she was still having some trouble with the idea of being with another man beside me. Yet, it looked like it was bothering her less. She looked at me now. "Is that okay, babe?" I noticed the hopefulness in her tone.
"Of course, hon'. I just want you to be happy."
"And I want you to be happy too. This is much for you, as it is for me." Her words made me die a little. I saw Anthony looking at with his evil, satisfied smile.
The next morning, we both woke up at the same time. Maya was getting ready for her date with Anthony. Every time she looked at me, I gave her a quick smile to let her know everything was alright. It wasn't. I secretly hoped she would go back to being ballistic with the idea of cuckolding me. But her defense weakened and now she's all for it. Anthony was a step closer to sleeping with my wife and there was nothing I could do now. The closer it came the more regret I feel. This whole thing was a mistake. I should've manned up and fought Anthony. I may have been in some serious trouble, but at least Maya would've been by my side. At least, I like to think she would've.
"What do you think?"
I was so busy with thought I didn't notice Maya standing in front of me. She posed with one hand on her hip. Maya always looked breath-taking. It was another summer dress that showed all her assets. She straightened her long, black hair. With makeup on, she looked ten times better. She looked like a goddess. My little Mexican Goddess with legs for days. I couldn't help but hear Anthony’s voice reminding me I don't deserve her. The more I hear it, the more I begin to believe it.
"You look amazing babe. Anthony’s going to be thrilled." I felt I needed to say something just in case there was any doubt Maya might have had.
Maya smiled in relief.
"Oh, thanks, hon'. I still can't believe we're doing this. I'm doing this! This is a honeymoon to beat all honeymoon stories, huh?"
"Yep. You got that right."
Maya grabbed my hands.
"Are you sure you're okay with this? Because if you have any doubt or second thoughts, we can stop this." She assured me.
"I should be the one telling all this." I joked.
"I'm serious."
"I have no doubts or second thoughts. I want you to do this. Not just for me. But for you too." Maya nodded in agreement. "Just make sure Anthony is good to you. I just hope he's not putting on an act just to get into your pants."
"I'm pretty sure he's not the type. And if the small chance he is, well, you know how I can take care of myself."
"I do. Which is why I'm not completely worried about you."
"Remember, I can stop it whenever I want. I'll call or text you if I need any kind of help."
With a kiss and a hug, she left.