9


The Decision


By the time I reached the final photographs of Leanne wanking Paul off into Emily’s mouth, Jacqui was leaning back into the sofa, her hands behind her head and her face a portrait of shock.

“So it’s no huge surprise if they’re also having threesomes with Tom, is it?” I said, after giving her a moment to digest what she’d just seen.

“Do you think they’ve been doing this sort of thing for a while?” Jacqui said, her light green eyes still on that final image. “If so, she had some nerve calling me a slut.”

“No,” I shook my head. “I don’t see it. Remember, Eddie said she was a bit reluctant at first. She wouldn’t suck their dicks, she just put them in her mouth. Liu said the same - that they came back and wanted to go the whole nine yards this time. It’s as if that first photo shoot gave her a taste of something and-”

“And it’s opened the flood gates,” Jacqui nodded, then let out a small, restrained laugh. “All those years of being a prudish cow and now she’s realised what she’s been missing.”

“Exactly.”

She leaned forward, taking control of the laptop for a moment and clicked backwards through the images. “Paul’s dick isn’t much bigger than yours,” she commented. “Going from Tom to him, I can see how she might have been a bit frustrated. Oh, wait. I didn’t mean…”

As she turned to me, I shook my head. “It’s fine. I know mine isn’t the biggest. We both know that. We talked about it the other night but look, there’s something else.”

I went to take over at the keyboard to show her the video of her sucking Eddie but she moved the laptop away. “Hold on,” she said, seeming to enjoy flicking through the photos. “Rob does have a nice body if I’m honest. You know, these photos are getting me a bit horny, Karl.”

She turned to me and pressed her lips to mine but I pulled away. “Jacqui-”

“What’s wrong?” she asked, pouting. “Don’t you like what I just said about Rob?”

“There’s something else,” I repeated.

Jacqui was stroking my dick through my trousers. “You’re hard. Don’t feel bad about fancying Emily. She does have a sexy body, I suppose.”

“It’s not that,” I said, pushing my way back to the laptop. “There’s something you need to see. I don’t know if you know about this or not, but I don’t think you do.”

Jacqui watched me click on the second folder and her eyes widened as I double-clicked the icon and her image popped up on the screen.

“Lights, camera, action,” I said, trying to lighten the mood and soften the blow for her when she saw what it was. I pressed the ‘play’ button.

“What is this?” she asked, her hand gripping my arm and squeezing it hard as the video began playing. “This… this is me and Eddie.”

“He recorded it,” I told her as we both watched her suck his cock. “Liu found a secret folder on his PC full of videos like this.”

“The dirty fucker,” Jacqui whispered, her eyes fixed on herself. “That’s not acceptable.”

“I thought the same,” I agreed.

“Wait,” my wife said, turning to face me for the first time since I started the video. “You said Liu found this so I’m assuming he’s seen it too? That’s slightly embarrassing.”

I nodded, watching Jacqui’s cheeks redden at the realisation that my best friend had seen her give his boss head.

“He’s seen worse,” I told her. “He was there for Emily and Paul’s little hardcore porn scene.”

Jacqui laughed at that, then returned her attention to the screen. “I do look quite hot,” she said. “Don’t I?”

“Yes. Even though it’s not my cock you’re sucking,” I sighed. “You don’t suck mine quite like that.”

“Awwww, are you jealous?” she replied, then felt at my groin again, finding my erection and rubbing it softly. “Watching me suck another man’s dick doesn’t seem to have done anything to turn you off.”

I ignored her comment. “Are you jealous?” I asked her again instead, the emotions of the other night resurfacing suddenly. “Jealous of Emily, I mean.”

“Am I jealous of my big sister finally discovering her sexuality?” Jacqui was unbuckling my trousers. “No, of course not. I discovered mine when I was young. She’s just doing now what I did ten years ago. I’ve been there, done that. I’ve got you now, my own man and I love you.”

I let her tug my trousers down then she slipped her panties down, lifted her skirt and straddled me on the sofa, holding my cock upright so that she could lower herself down onto it. Then she shuffled me sideways somewhat so that we could both watch her on the laptop screen while she began to rock her hips backwards and forwards, fucking me.

It felt weird, having sex while watching my wife suck another man’s cock but it also felt strangely exciting. “So you’re not jealous that Emily is getting to enjoy Tom and his bigger cock? And that she’s had Rob? You said he’s got a hot body.”

“Am I jealous that my sister is getting big dick?” Jacqui said, lifting her top with one hand and pulling her breasts out of her bra. She was horny. Really horny. “Maybe, but as I said, I’ve got you. I love you.”

“Yes, but-”

“Have you watched this all the way to the end?” she asked, turning back to the screen. The video was at the part where Eddie was forcefully face-fucking her.

“Yeah,” I said, enjoying the feeling of my cock sliding in and out of her as she started to move faster on top of me. One of her hands was playing with a nipple while her other hand was between her legs, touching her clit while she fucked me.

“And you were okay watching it?” she asked, almost distractedly. “You’re okay watching it now?”

“I guess but slow down,” I said, feeling my balls tightening as she fucked me more and more urgently.

“Then okay, I admit I’m a little jealous,” Jacqui sighed, “And I admit I enjoyed sucking Eddie’s cock. I think you probably already know that though, from watching this video.”

“Slow down,” I urged her.

“Aren’t you jealous?” she asked, her eyes drifting to me. Then she slowed down, as if only just realising what I’d said a moment before. “Doesn’t it make you mad? Watching me suck another man’s cock and seeing how much I liked it?”

“Well, maybe. But it doesn’t make Paul jealous or mad, does it?” I said, defending my feelings. She was right. I found it more exciting - in a taboo sort of way - than I did upsetting or angering.

“You know that I fucked Tom? A long time ago. After him and Emily split,” Jacqui said, seeming pleased with what I’d just said. “I don’t blame Emily for going back to him. He’s a really good fuck. A total asshole, but a good fuck and his dick is amazing.”

Hearing her say that was the final straw. I felt my cock twitch then it exploded before I could do anything to stop it, filling Jacqui with my cum. Once I’d groaned and laid back on the sofa to recover, she lifted herself from me and sat on the sofa in front of the laptop, watching the end of the video while still playing with her clit.

As soon as I’d cum, my arousal turned to regret but I didn’t say anything. I just lay there and watched Jacqui bring herself to orgasm - right as the video ended with Eddie kissing her after shooting his load all over her face and breasts. Then she pulled her skirt down, closed the laptop and turned to face me.

“Karl,” she began, then paused, biting her lip in indecision. “What are we going to do?”

“What do you mean?” I asked, dragging myself up to a sitting position and fastening up my trousers to hide my flaccid, sperm-covered penis.

“Does this change us?” she said, fiddling with a strand of her wavy blonde hair after she’d pulled her top back down. “This changes everything, doesn’t it?”

“I don’t know,” I shrugged. “It’s a lot of information to take in.”

“Not just with Emily, but with us,” Jacqui nodded, her pale green eyes looking through me and into the distance. “What I just admitted… I said it in the heat of the moment. I was horny, but-”

“But it’s the truth,” I nodded and sighed. “I know.”

“And you’re okay with it?”

“Maybe,” I started, trying to get my head right. “Maybe we should just eat - I’m starving - watch some TV. Take some time to think about it. Sleep on it and see how we feel tomorrow. I don’t know that it has to change anything but if it does-”

“If it does,” Jacqui questioned. “Then what?”

“We do whatever we have to do.” I got up, stretching the post-coital fatigue out of my back and legs. “To keep our marriage together. I love you.”

“Yes.” Jacqui nodded then smiled, her expression shifting from troubled to something resembling the normal Jacqui. “Do you fancy ordering in a pizza?”


* * *


We didn’t have sex that night but the following morning, I was awoken by Jacqui playing with my dick and moments afterwards I was between her thighs, enjoying some lazy morning sex. We didn’t have to talk about why we were both horny when we woke. We knew and didn’t need to discuss why.

“You can say ‘no’ to this,” Jacqui said after breakfast. We were sat next to each other at the kitchen table - we normally sat opposite each other but for some reason, I felt really close to my wife this morning and I think she felt the same. Somehow, last night had reconnected us emotionally and physically. I felt love for her so intensely, it was reminiscent of how I felt about her right at the beginning of our relationship.

“I can say ‘no’ to what?” I asked when she didn’t finish, scooping the breakfast dishes together to take them to the sink.

“If I wanted to do another shoot with Eddie,” she said quietly - almost nervously, “Or that Rob guy, how would you feel? Would it be a straight-up ‘no’?”

“It depends what you wanted to do,” I said, putting the pots into the sink and turning to face her. Somehow, I’d expected this conversation. Perhaps not as soon as this morning, but here we were and I was ready for it. Or at least as ready as I ever would be.

“I’d only do what you’d be comfortable with me doing,” Jacqui continued, finding it difficult to look at me. She obviously felt awkward.

“What would you like to do?” I countered. “If I was okay with anything, how far would you want to go?”

Jacqui was blushing again and I noticed she appeared to be shaking, very slightly, but definitely shaking. “I don’t want to hurt your feelings. This is kind of difficult to talk about in the cold light of day.”

I looked outside for a moment. The sun was shining brightly but it was nearing Winter and the light carried little warmth with it. “It’d hurt my feelings more if I felt you weren’t being honest with me, Jacqui. Just tell me. I can take it.”

I didn’t know if I could take it but I needed to hear the truth.

“The same as what Emily did, I suppose,” she finally said, in an almost whisper.

“You want to fuck Eddie?” I asked, equally as softly, even though saying it hurt me somewhere deep inside, somewhere that I didn’t even know existed. “And Rob? You want to have sex with him too? Other men as well?”

Jacqui shrugged. “I don’t know. I think so. But what does that mean for us? I feel… confused.”

“Me too,” I answered, managing to force a smile for her sake. “I don’t know what it means. And I don’t know what to do or say. All I know is that I love you.”

I did. Despite everything, I loved her. I loved my wife fiercely, as much today as I did right back when we first fell for each other.

“I love you too,” she stood up and walked over to me. “That’s what is confusing about this. How can I love you and yet want to do stuff with other men?”

“That’s not what is confusing for me,” I said, enjoying the warmth of her as she wrapped her arms around me to give me a hug. “What confuses me is how I can love you like I do and yet, the thought of you with other men feels… okay. More than okay, it feels exciting. A turn-on. That’s what is messing with my head.”

Jacqui looked up from where I was cradling her against my chest. “I know. I could tell how turned on you were last night, watching me give that blowjob.”

I made a decision and reached across the kitchen worktop. I picked up the phone and offered it to her. “Call Eddie,” I suggested. “If you really want to do it, let’s do it.”

“Really?” she said, her eyes widening and a small smile widening her lips.

“Yes, do it now, before I change my mind.”

“I don’t deserve you,” she said softly.

“No, you deserve someone bigger,” I joked.

She made the call.

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