
Part two....

With my wifes newfound job dancing at the topless Bar and her having
a new Black boyfriend and having her passing me off as her cousin,
things were to put it mildly, confusing. When I got back from work
the next day, she had moved all my stuff into the guest bedroom. She
said she just wanted to make it less suspicious to Ray when they
ended up in the bedroom that I was her cousin. She kept asking me if
I was ok with all this and in truth I wasn't sure. It was very nasty
and perverted what we were doing. I say we, because I was a willing
participant in this scenario. I still slept with her when she was
home alone, but increasingly, Ray was spending an awful lot of time
at our place. Their lovemaking was very noisy with Janie literally
screaming his name when she would come. When I would leave for work
I would peek in and see them laying spooned up with each other like
it was them that were married. This was really tearing me up but I
was also in a constant state of sexual arousal.

I would stop by the bar and watch her sometimes and get so hot I
couldn't stand it anymore. Seeing her shaking her tits in front of
men and prancing around on the stage was more than my poor cock
could stand. I took to stopping in at a nearby Adult book store and
going into the booths and jacking off to porno videos. With my wife
spending most of her time with her lover I was the odd man out. One
day I forgot to lock the door and a man entered while I was beating
off. Startled I tried to cover up but he calmly locked the door and
walked up to me and took his cock out right in front of my face. It
was clear what he wanted and in my state of sexual confusion I took
his cock in my mouth. It was very strange but I quickly got used to
it. I didn't like the way he jammed it down my throat while holding
my head when he came, but I took it all. After he came he zipped up
and left. I sat there stunned at what I had done. How easy it was to
be a total slut. Now I knew what Janie had felt when she let a man
come in her pussy that she wasn't married to. The door opened again
and a different man entered. He indicated that he wanted his cock
sucked as well. I unzipped him this time and sucked him till he
pulled out and came all over my face and hair. After he left I
cleaned up as best I could and left the bookstore.

When I got home Janie was there and told me that she was going to be
working nights and weekends now. Enough girls had moved on to let
her move up to the big time. I protested saying I didn't get to see
her enough as it was and now I would see even less of her.

"I know, but the money is going to be so much better. Besides I
won't be seeing Ray as much either. Besides I'm getting a little
tired of him. He's becoming very possessive. He wants me to be his
'girl' and move in with him and shit like that."

"You don't plan on doing anything like that are you?"

"Of course not. You are my husband. But working nights we'll be able
to pay off all our debts within a year and maybe move into a better
house"

"But if we upgrade our house like that you'll have to keep working
as a stripper !"

"I like doing what I do. I plan on doing it for as long as I can."

"I feel like we are drifting apart. That you don't love me anymore"

"I love you. Really. But I love the excitement of working in a club,
and the money is so good, and its what I want right now in my life."

I didn't have an answer for that. When we went to bed We made love
and I ate her pussy sucking all my come from her. It was the third
load I had swallowed that day.

When she went to working nights I would sleep in the guest room as
not to get woken up when she came in. True to her word she had
dropped Ray from her lovelife. He was soon replaced though as I woke
up to her very load moans and shrieks early one morning.  Upon
leaving I peeked in and she was laying next to an older white guy.
The next night was more of the same. I peeked in but it was a
different white guy. My wife had turned into a total slut now,
sleeping with different men all the time. I hit the bookstore more
frequently now, sometimes taking cocks, sometimes not. I once ran
into Ray there and we talked out in the parking lot. He said he was
in love with Janie, but she was cold and dumped him when he gave her
an engagement ring. He told me that he was still working days but
the word on her was that she was really wild and sleeping with
customers and doing private parties where she let men fuck her. I
didn't know how to respond to this news and as we said goodbye I
went back in and sat down and waited for another cock to suck.

After 6 months of a constant parade of men through 'our' bedroom
Janie told me she was asked to make a porno film. I asked her if
that was what she really wanted to do.

"They are going to give me $3,000. for one days work."

"Do you need the money?"

"No, but it is a lot of bucks for one day doing something I like to
do anyway. And if it sells I might be able to start dancing
nationally. In fact I have a guy trying to get me to do that now."

"So you want to go out on the road and shake your tits for America
huh?"

That really pissed her off.

"I know you don't care much for my lifestyle but you seem to enjoy
making love to me when we do it. Just because I need to have more
men in my life you don't have to be insecure about it"

"We don't seem to have much of a life together anymore. Thats all
I'm trying to say. I would say the same thing if you worked as a
grocery clerk at night."

She did her little purring thing and started stroking my cock
through my pants and then I melted like ice cream in her mouth. She
led me to 'our' bedroom and she fucked the hell out me. I had to
admit all the practice had made her a great lay.

A week later she broke the news to me that she wanted to take a
vacation. This sounded like a great idea. We could get away for a
week or two and try to rebuild our relationship. Only the vacation
was going to be with someone else. The agent that wanted to put her
on the national circuit.

"He wants to take me Los Angeles for a week."

"You are going out there to make that movie aren't you."

"Yes"

"I don't know if I will be here when you get back"

We both broke down into tears and after much begging and pleading
she promised that she would just do the one movie and that would be
all. And she would consider going back to working days so we could
spend more time together. I thought that things might finally get
back to normal. As normal as normal could be for someone like me.

While she was gone I spent a lot of time at the bookstore and
actually brought a guy home with me. We sucked each other and I had
a man in my ass for the first time. It felt so different and good. I
really liked the way that men just fucked and left. No commintments.
just come and go.

Janie called and left a couple of messages at home and work. But I
never did connect with her. When she got back things were a little
different. She was sporting nipple rings and a tatoo on her left
ankle. She said she was feeling really sexy when she had it done and
wanted something to remind her of L.A. always. It was a small rose.
The Agent spent a few nights in 'our' bedroom till she told him she
wasn't really interested in hitting the road. As soon as he figured
out there wasn't any money in it for him he was out of there.

Janie did go back to day shift and we started to get back into a
routine again. Ray had moved on since then so he wasn't a
distraction any longer. Since she started working days I thought my
days at the bookstore might be over but I figured out I could rush
there from work and spend about 30 minutes there. Sometimes I could
suck off a couple of guys.

Six weeks after she made the video it was released and she got a
copy in the mail. It was called Valley Gang Bang Girls. She had one
segment about 25 minutes long in which she took on three black guys.
It ended with one in her ass, cunt, and mouth.  The guys were all
shaven headed like is all the rage now days and the cocks on these
guys were huge. She was taking what looked like a horse cock in her
ass. We watched it together and she told me she wanted to see me
beat off watching it. I said ok and took my cock out and watched her
getting reamed. I came when the three guys did. And it was good.

"Do you like watching men fuck me"

"Yes. I guess I do"

"You don't mind if I fuck other guys do you"

"No. I'm used to it now"

"If you don't mind I would like to start seeing guys again. Not all
the time, but just every now and then. What do you think."

"I don't know...."

"Oh please... you know I love you."

"well I can't tell you what to do."

"I know, but I want it to be ok with you."

"I'm married to a titty bar dancer who makes porno videos. What
should I expect?"

"I'm not a whore!"

"I didn't say you were'

"Well you agreed to everything I've done."

I didn't say anything.

"I'm going to go out. Don't wait up!"

She slammed the door behind her.

I got up and decided I would go out too. I went straight to the
bookstore and when I got there. I parked in the back and as I was
walking around the building, noticed her car. When I got to the
door, I peeked in and didn't see her. I got some tokens and headed
to the arcade.

There was definitly something going on in the back. One of the guys
whispered that a hot girl was giving blow jobs in the back booth.
Guys were circling waiting on the door to open so they could go in.
I was doing the same when the booth next door to hers opened up. I
went in and locked the door. Some of booths had glory holes that the
management was constantly covering up, but enterprising souls were
always drilling new ones. I always wondered how they snuck a drill
in these booths. Anyway there was a very small one between our
booths just large enough to see through but not to stuck your cock
through. I bent down and looked through and it was Janie sucking off
a man I had sucked before.

I had my cock out and was beating it watching her caress his balls
and suck his knob. I erupted as he did. He zipped up and the next
guy took his place. I sat back down and thought about all the things
I had been through with Janie. And I thought of the old Ann Landers
line. 'Are you better off with her or without her?" I bent down and
watched another guy come in her mouth. I realized that I had married
a slut. I was a slut. We were both sluts. Guys used us to dump the
loads into. I loved her, but I didn't want my cocksucking days to
end and I guess she didn't either. With that realization I got up
and exited my booth just as the guy in hers was leaving. I went in
and locked the door behind me. She was sitting there and when she
looked up at me she gasped.

"I saw your car in the lot and looked for you."

"You hate me"

"No I love you. Lets go home. OK?"

"OK"

After we got home we decided to lay it all out on the table. I told
her about the cocksucking I did. She told me about the things she
had done that she hadn't told me. We made love, then spooned up next
to each other and went to sleep.......

When we woke up the next day, the sun was shining.
