LADY EVA part 1
The heavy oak doors of the chapel closed behind Lady Eva Anger with a dull, final thud. The light of the late afternoon sun slanted through the colourful stained-glass windows, bathing the room in a sombre, almost unreal red. The scent of wax and incense hung heavy in the air, a mixture that had always brought peace to her heart. But today her hand trembled as she made her way to the confessional.
Eva was a tall, striking woman; her slender, athletic build usually an expression of her dignity. Her blue eyes, which were usually so clear, were now reddened by restrained tears. She wrapped the fabric of her dress more tightly around herself, as if to ward off the cold that had crept into her home and her marriage.
She stepped into the narrow, dark recess of the confessional and knelt down. The grille barely separated her from the figure on the other side.
âBless me, Father, for I have sinned,â whispered Eva, her voice little more than a tremor in the semi-darkness. âI come in the name of the Lord, yet my heart is full of fear and confusion.â On the other side of the grille, Reverend Redman barely stirred. All that could be heard was the soft rustle of his heavy black silk and the occasional clacking of his rosary. He looked like a dark monolith, patient but impenetrable. He waited, letting the silence stretch until it was almost suffocating, a pressure meant to make Eva pour out everything, even the most intimate shadows of her soul.
Finally, it burst from her, a storm of shame and despair. She spoke of Robert, her husband, whom she loved dearly, whose face, in tender moments, still reminded her of the happy beginning of their marriage. Yet this Robert seemed to be disappearing. âHe demands things of me, Father,â she sobbed, burying her face in her hands. âThings that humiliate me, that treat my body like an object and wound my soul. He is becoming increasingly brutal, and I donât know how to please him without losing myself. I have screamed, I have begged, but he no longer hears me.â
Reverend Redman leaned forward slightly, and though his face was in shadow, Eva felt his cold, analytical gaze. He cleared his throat, a gentle, almost fatherly sound that contained, however, no warmth whatsoever. âMy dear daughter,â he began in a soft, honey-sweet voice, carefully designed to inspire trust only to betray it the very next moment. âThe paths of matrimony are rocky, and the trials of the flesh are great. Yet this sounds like a deep impurity that cannot be resolved by simple prayers.â
Reverend Redman paused for effect. The hissing of a candle was the only sound in the silence that settled over the penitent like a heavy cloak. Then he moved a little closer to the grille; his breath smelled sweet of port and spices.
âMy daughter,â he said in that gentle yet unyielding voice he mastered so perfectly. âSin thrives in secrecy. To purify your soul and give you the counsel you so greatly desire, I must know the full extent of your torment. Conceal nothing from me. Do not fear the words â here we are alone before God. But speak clearly and omit no detail.â
Eva swallowed hard. Her fingers dug into the soft wood of the kneeler. It went against every principle of her upbringing and all her sense of propriety to speak of such things, let alone to a priest. Yet the hope of relief, of a way out of this hell, was stronger than her shame. She felt cornered.
Evaâs voice broke, and the words poured out as if she had to fight them off just to get them out. Her face burned with shame as she whispered the humiliating details into the dark confessional.
âHe⌠heâs forcing me to take his⌠penis into my mouth,â she stammered, the words tasting as bitter as bile on her tongue. âAnd in the most brutal way. He shows no mercy, Father. And whilst I have to do this...â A sob interrupted her; she gasped for breath. âWhilst I have to humiliate myself like this, he beats me with his riding crop. He doesnât just hit me, he lashes the whip across my back, my shoulders, as if I were an animal.â
She paused, as if the mere memory caused her physical pain. The silence in the confessional became oppressive, but Redman said nothing; he merely listened, and that attentiveness compelled her to continue.
âAnd itâs getting worse and worse,â she continued in a barely audible voice, as tears ran down her cheeks and fell onto her velvet collar. âThe last time... the last time he had those terrible pincers with him, the sort some doctors or farriers use. He wanted to torture me with them, on my... on my most sensitive parts. He held that shiny metal in his hand and smiled whilst I curled up on the bed and begged for mercy.â Her body shuddered at the memory of the cold fear that had gripped her, the sheer panic of being at the mercy of a man whose face she knew and loved, but who in those moments had become a stranger.
She breathed deeply and irregularly, as if she were running into an invisible wall. Yet the words now poured out of her, set free by the priestâs presence, however much she hated him. âHe demands things that hurt me not just physically. I have to satisfy him with my breasts whilst he holds my hands behind my back and wraps them so tightly there that I can barely defend myself. He reduces me to a mere object, a plaything for his perverse whims, and I donât know how to dissuade him without losing him.â
In the confessional opposite, a strange, almost expectant silence now reigned. Reverend Redman leaned back in the darkness; the grille concealed his face, yet he had a smile on his lips that was neither gentle nor compassionate. He slowly ran a hand over his collar as he absorbed the womanâs words like a fine wine. Here was no soul seeking peace, but a tool that had already been moulded. Her husbandâs brutality had already begun the work, had broken her will and stoked her sense of shame to such an extent that she had now come here, completely defenceless and ready for whatever âsolutionâ he had in store.
Reverend Redman let the silence stretch out for another moment, heavy and filled with Evaâs stifled sobs. Then he exhaled slowly and audibly, a sound that felt like a lantern being lit in the darkness. His voice changed; the gentle, comforting façade fell away, and now there was an icy, calculating clarity in it that terrified Eva to the very core.
âThese are grave sins, my daughter, and heavy burdens you bear,â he began, seeming to weigh every single word. âBut what you describe goes beyond mere marital duty or a husbandâs rough hand. What your husband does stems from a deeper impurity, a lust for humiliation that he cannot satisfy on his own. He seeks the abyss, and he wants to drag you into the darkness with him. But listen to me: there are ways to subdue this evil spirit, if one is willing to take radical measures.â
Eva looked through the bars, desperately searching for a glimmer of hope. âRadical measures, Father? I would do anything to restore peace to our marriage, as long as I donât lose him.â Redman leaned forward again, his eyes, barely visible in the shadows, sparkling with a certain, sinister intelligence. It was the moment the trap snapped shut.
âDonât think that simple prayers or a pious life will drive this demon out of him,â Redman said with an authority that brooked no contradiction. âYour husband has grown accustomed to a certain kind of excitement that can only be sated by his partnerâs absolute devotion and discipline. If you refuse him, you will only increase his rage. But you are too weak to bear this darkness alone, and you are too delicate to endure his cruelty without breaking. You need someone to teach you how to accept these torments not as punishment, but as a path to penance.â He let the pause linger, during which Eva clung to her fear, just as he intended. âI know someone who is an expert in these matters. A man who understands the complex desires of men like your husband better than they do themselves.â
Eva gasped, a mixture of hope and terrible hesitation. âAn expert? Tell me who it is, Father. Iâm so desperate.â Redman now sounded satisfied, as if he had cleared the first hurdle. âIâm speaking of Viscount Vauxhall,â he said quietly, deliberately letting the name linger in the silence. âHe is a man of the world, an aristocrat of the highest standing, who has delved deeply into human nature. He has developed methods to train women like youâto strengthen their resilience and prepare them not only to endure their husbandsâ most perverse desires, but to accept them as part of their God-given duty. Vauxhall will instill in you the discipline you lack, so that you may be the wife to your husband that heâand Godâexpects of you.â
The name Vauxhall echoed in Evaâs head, foreign and yet imbued with a certain dark authority. She knew she had no other choice. The pain and humiliation at home had become unbearable, and the hope of âtrainingâ or a solution that might save her marriage seemed like a last straw. She nodded slowly, even though she couldnât see the priest through the bars. âI⌠I will go to him, Father. If it helps atone for the sins and appease my husband, I will do anything.â Redman leaned back contentedly; his plan had worked perfectly. He had delivered the victim, and Vauxhall would ensure she was drawn into the darkness from which there was no escape.
Reverend Redman paused for a moment, allowing the weight of his words and the situation to sink in. Then, almost casually, as if by a fortunate twist of fate, he spoke again. His voice had now resumed that hypocritical warmth that contrasted so sharply with the cold intentions pulsing in his heart.
âIt is a sign of providence, my daughter,â he said gently, pausing briefly. âA good friend of the Viscount, a man as God-fearing as he, is here at this very moment. He has brought a substantial donation to the poorhouseâa sign of his generosity.â
Redman leaned forward slightly; the dark wood of the confessional creaked softly beneath his movement. âI am sure he would be delighted to take you to the viscount in his carriage. It would be much safer and more comfortable for you than a ride in a public carriage, and it would ease your fear of taking this difficult step alone. Wouldnât that be a blessing?â He knew full well that she could not turn back now. The opportunity was too perfect, too carefully orchestrated, to be a coincidence.
Reverend Redman did not wait for a direct answer. He opened the door of his confessional and stepped out into the cool, church-gloomy shadows of the side chapel. Eva watched him disappear through the grille, and a moment later she heard footsteps on the stone floorâheavy, confident footsteps that were not those of a priest.
When Redman returned, he was not alone. Behind him, a figure stepped into the narrow beam of light streaming through the stained-glass windows, and Eva held her breath. It was Sir Edward. The elderly aristocrat wore an immaculate dark frock coat and a well-groomed mustache that concealed his face in a smile of frosty courtesy. He looked like the very picture of a gentleman, yet there was a calculating look in his eyes that made Eva shiver immediately, even though she didnât know how to interpret it.
âLady Eva,â said Sir Edward in a voice that was gentle yet full of unspoken authority. He bowed slightly, a gesture meant more to assert ownership than to show respect. âReverend Redman has told me of your⌠predicament. It is admirable that you have mustered so much courage to save your marriage. It is a duty that we men know how to appreciate.â He stepped closer to the partition; his presence was overwhelming and dominant, without him needing to raise his voice.
He offered her his arm, a gesture of apparent courtesy that nevertheless contained the unspoken dictates of his will. âWe shouldnât waste any time,â Edward continued, gently but firmly guiding her out of the confessional and toward the side entrance of the church. âViscount Vauxhall is a very busy man, but he has assured me that he will personally oversee your... spiritual and physical training. Do not regard this journey as a trip, but as the first step on a path of purification.â Eva let herself be led, as if in a trance, caught between a desperate desire for help and a growing fear of what awaited her. Sir Edwardâs hand on her forearm was firm, a constant reminder of the control he intended to exert over her.
Outside, a black carriage waited, drawn by two mighty black horses whose bodies appeared as if carved from obsidian in the hazy light of twilight. Servants in livery hurried over to open the door, and Sir Edward helped Eva inside, his hand lingering almost a little too long on her waist, as if he were assessing her vulnerability. The interior of the carriage was luxuriously lined; red velvet upholstery and fragrant leather enveloped her like a skin, yet it felt stifling, almost suffocating. Edward sat down across from her, the smug smile on his lips widening as the door clicked shut and the carriage began to move. He pulled a silver flask from the pocket of his coat and poured her a glass of wine without asking if she wanted any. âDrink, Lady Anger,â he said in a calm voice. âIt will be a strenuous night, and Vauxhall demands that his guests be in good spirits.â
The ride took them out of the city to a secluded, gloomy estate that lay like a fortress in the gathering night. When the carriage came to a stop in front of the heavy oak gate, the gate swung open.
The gate creaked softly as it swung wide open, revealing the path into the courtyard. The carriage rolled over the cobblestones and finally came to a halt with a gentle jolt in front of the main building. The atmosphere here was different from that in the town; it was a silence that did not stem from peace, but from utter isolation. The walls of the manor house seemed to swallow the moonlight, and only a few torches cast flickering shadows upon the damp stones.
Sir Edward stepped out first, smoothed his frock coat with a practised gesture of satisfaction, and then turned to help Eva out. His touch was less polite this time, more demanding, as he almost lifted her onto the cobbled ground. She felt the cold of the night immediately creep beneath the thick fabric of her dress, and a shiver ran down her spine as she stepped into the courtyard.
There, on the top step of the open staircase, he stood. In the dim light, Viscount Vauxhall looked even gaunter and taller than in the stories. He wore a dark velvet frock coat that fit impeccably, and his white wig was combed so sternly back that his face looked as if it had been moulded from wax. He did not take in the scene with the gaze of a host, but with the cool, scrutinising detachment of a man appraising new merchandise. His gaze was menacing, a fixed, almost bird-of-prey-like expression that immediately gave Eva the feeling of being pierced through and analysed.
Sir Edwardâs grip on Evaâs upper arm tightened into an iron claw, and without a word of warning he pushed the hesitant woman up the few steps of the staircase. Eva nearly tripped over the hem of her dress, but Edward pulled her on undeterred; his polite mask had finally slipped, now revealing the sheer lust for control that drove him. Vauxhall did not move a millimetre as they stood before him; he blew a small cloud of smoke from his pipe with obvious irritation, his eyes half-closed, as if the sight of a frightened woman were not worth his daily business. Only when Sir Edward made a curt bow and pushed Eva forward almost like a bundle of presents did the Viscount sit up straight. âAh, Lady Anger,â he said in a voice as smooth and cold as polished marble. âRedman told me your husband has⌠demands. Demands which you are currently unable to fulfil.â He let the sentence hang in the cold air whilst he sharpened the toothpick in his hand with a pointed silver pick, his gaze, however, remaining fixed on Evaâs horrified face.
âWe are here to teach methods that, given your limited experience, you cannot yet be familiar with,â Vauxhall continued, his voice soft but imbued with an absolute authority that brooked no contradiction. With a barely perceptible movement of his head, he nodded towards a heavy side entrance that seemed to be opening under the weight of the darkness. Out of the shadows stepped a figure that would have made even the bravest hearts freeze. It was the Executioner, a colossal giant whose massive torso was outlined by the torchlight. His head and neck were completely concealed by a tight-fitting black leather hood, which left only two narrow slits for his eyes. His skin glistened with sweat over the massive strands of muscle moving beneath the scarred surface, and in his enormous hands he held a heavy nine-tailed cat, whose leather straps he let glide gently yet menacingly across his palm like a whip. He did not speak a word, did not utter a sound, but simply stood there like a living monument to violence, a pure instrument of destruction, waiting only for the slightest signal from his master to strike.
