So here I was. Feeling like a naughty little girl. Very naughty indeed. Boy oh boy!
Mom and Dad would worry, of course, so I’d have to let them know I was all right. They would NOT be pleased, but they would have to live with it.
As for Alan? It was probably over with our relationship. But I wasn’t even sure how I really FELT about that. I mean, I still care for him, certainly, but given all this time to think, there was not a lot of passion with us as a couple. It was more like I was just there to take care of his horniness. And I was quite bored with his jealousies. He got pissed if I even
talked to another guy. His feelings for me were so much different from Eli’s…
Even so, if he saw everything, he probably wouldn’t want me anymore. I mean, he could have heard me tell Eli NOT to pull out of me! I
directly told him to cum inside me…… I just hope Alan wasn’t recording today. Sometimes he did that.
He could have recorded everything that happened there, on my bed! It was aimed perfectly for that! If he decided to be vindictive, he could use the footage to try to hurt me. I guess I’ll just wait and see on that one.
I suppose the biggest issue is my, shall we call it LACK of protection? THAT could be REALLY complicated. But… But but but but…! I am going to try to NOT think about THAT at all for the next…. Well, as long as I can!!!
