tanuno
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[LmAnt] - Interview 12+14
It took them long to consider whatever they had to think about.
It took them,...very long.
It took them so long that I completely lost time over it.
I considered trying the methods that I had learned to keep track of the passing time.
But then,...what would be the benefit for me to know how early or late in the day we were?
So, I rather collected my thoughts about the mission and my state in it.
I was one step closer to the entrance of 'Pesak's' organization. If it was this person's organisation, that is.
We knew he or she was really high in the org-chart, but if it would be the top position, was yet to be confirmed.
However, their entrance level interview, and I was sure that this had only been the beginning of a more...”sophisticated assessment”, was already quite elaborated and smart (point-of-view!).
That guy that had cared about me, knew his stuff.
What puzzled me though was how focused the whole process had been, and still was, around sexual humiliation and degrading.
Not that this couldn't be torture for a more sensitive soul, but, I had expected a rather physical kind of terror, with pain and beating and whatnot, to get some information out of me.
But...they hadn't cared about information at all!
That was...
something I had to ….
Damn what was taking them so long!?
I was on the floor for at least 60 minutes now, and it ...started to hurt.
Oh...here we have the pain!
Silly me!
That way it went on and on...
For...another hour? For two? Or more?
I don't know....
And at some point I was too exhausted to think about anything but my aching body.
It did hurt.
All of it.
Starting from my knees, over my hands through my arms and through my neck to my back.
It was an aching terror that grasped all my muscles and bones.
I was in a state of being ready to give up and to just accept the punishment I'd get for that.
When the door behind me opened and heard the familiar voice:
“Get up Miss Clothels, and meet your new best friend!”
I was about to call out “Thank you”.
But I was able to swallow it.
It took them long to consider whatever they had to think about.
It took them,...very long.
It took them so long that I completely lost time over it.
I considered trying the methods that I had learned to keep track of the passing time.
But then,...what would be the benefit for me to know how early or late in the day we were?
So, I rather collected my thoughts about the mission and my state in it.
I was one step closer to the entrance of 'Pesak's' organization. If it was this person's organisation, that is.
We knew he or she was really high in the org-chart, but if it would be the top position, was yet to be confirmed.
However, their entrance level interview, and I was sure that this had only been the beginning of a more...”sophisticated assessment”, was already quite elaborated and smart (point-of-view!).
That guy that had cared about me, knew his stuff.
What puzzled me though was how focused the whole process had been, and still was, around sexual humiliation and degrading.
Not that this couldn't be torture for a more sensitive soul, but, I had expected a rather physical kind of terror, with pain and beating and whatnot, to get some information out of me.
But...they hadn't cared about information at all!
That was...
something I had to ….
Damn what was taking them so long!?
I was on the floor for at least 60 minutes now, and it ...started to hurt.
Oh...here we have the pain!
Silly me!
That way it went on and on...
For...another hour? For two? Or more?
I don't know....
And at some point I was too exhausted to think about anything but my aching body.
It did hurt.
All of it.
Starting from my knees, over my hands through my arms and through my neck to my back.
It was an aching terror that grasped all my muscles and bones.
I was in a state of being ready to give up and to just accept the punishment I'd get for that.
When the door behind me opened and heard the familiar voice:
“Get up Miss Clothels, and meet your new best friend!”
I was about to call out “Thank you”.
But I was able to swallow it.
