It was like she was viewing herself, unable to fully control her own body. Being a spectator to her own act of decadence
On my knees, the hard surface of the road uncomfortably scratching and pressing, the skin of my knees already abraded, blood drops running down, but the only thing i can think of is this ugly cock right before my eyes. It’s disgusting, every brain cell is in rebelling against me continuing. I smell the scent of it, I see it throbbing, a drop of fluid forming at its top, preparing to enter…. to enter me, my mouth! I’ll never do that! Never ever! This is too much degradation, it would throw me on the same stage like the slave that I bought! Never, never, never!!!! This is so disgusting, I hate all of it!!!!!
But, suddenly another tingle spreading from the collar, my neck, my back, running through my body… and only seconds later, i feel my mouth, filling with saliva. I swallow it down, but immediately there is more and more. I lick my lips. Why am i doing this? Pressing my lips together, but somethings wrong here. I wanna close my eyes, to not see this swollen dick in my face, but my eyes won’t close, staring at this fleshy cock. I smell it stronger, it starts to get ready… Desperately pressing my lips closed, the unbelievable happens… i hear a guttural seductive moan….. and i’m shocked to realize, it’s my voice! Stop it, Sadie, for heaven’s sake, stop it! What are you doing!?!‘ Another moan escapes my lips, and i realize I've begun panting, my nostrils open wide, I can’t control it anymore!!! And even worse, my lips open, slowly, against my will!!!! My wet lips, my tongue stretching out, a drop of saliva hanging down at its top, slowly dropping, and… my tongue now touches his cock, urghhh….. what a sour taste, i smell and taste it! Oh my gosh, i’m really out of control! My own tongue, licking his dick, while he slowly pushes it into my open mouth. I lick it, my lips close around it, I suck and lick and suckle, moaning desperately for more, and I hate it, I hate myself, I hate kneeling here, naked in the middle of a road, this can’t happen to me, suck, lick, suck lick lick suckle…. aw gosh…. this can’t be me, kneeling and sucking a stranger's dick. He moves back and forth, seems to like it, I hear smacking sounds coming from my lips and cheeks and tongue. I’m really doing this…. suck…suck…. lick…. suckle…. sucksucksucksuck….. He moves harder, his cock still growing, filling my mouth, reaching my throat. Yes, now the gag reflex will stop this, I’ll vomit on him and run away! But…. no…. no gag reflex! He’s in my throat now, back, forth, back, forth, his balls slapping against my chin, my eyes wide open, I see everything, smell everything, taste everything, suck everything, swallow everything…. oh…. oh no…. did I…. think this…. really think this??? Shit, he comes….. comes in my throat! first load….. second…. urghhhhh…… running down my throat, burning like fire….. third load…. I have no chance to keep it in my mouth, he squirts directly down my throat…. flooding into my stomach…..