[horadriel] comics Collection

Horadriel said:
Hello everyone,

I thought I'd give you another update and actually give you the opportunity to know me slightly better. I'm Horadriel, I am 34 years old, and I am a german transwoman.
Back when I first started releasing stories, I wasn't even out yet. I have always suffered from bad mental health, partly because I was suppressing a part of myself since back when puberty began and always knew better. Why? Well, my family mostly consists of right-wing people, and I was scared of losing them. There are more dumb reasons than that, but I don't want to get toooo private :P .

There are 2 main reasons why I finally managed to break free from my shackles 2 years ago. 1) My best friend made me feel safe enough in order to tell her. Once that happened and she didn't reject me, an avalanche broke loose. The dschini was out of the bottle. 2) All of you. I can not stress this enough. This entire hobby started as a compensating mechanism and a way to prove myself. It was a device to boost my self-esteem and somewhat live out some of my sexual fantasies. It provided me with a lot more than any money could have ever given me. But the more I wrote, the more I released, the more serious my stories got. I started to actually put some of my actual emotional struggles into the comics, not just some fetishized stuff. I actually allowed myself to feel some of my suppressed feelings in order to write better, lol. Without all of you, I never would have gotten to the point where I was ready to share this with my best friend.
This year was rough. In August of 2025, two of my siblings and my father distanced themselves from me, since they couldn't live with me being trans. Throughout the year, I was still trying to comprehend what happened and tried to mourn and get used to my loss. Most of my recent mental health struggles that kept me from writing originated from that. Since then, the situation with my family has worsened, but at least it has gotten more stable.

But there are also a few other reasons why I currently struggle to write anything. One of them is a good thing. HRT is working. It has done wonders for me already, although at this point it has not even been a year. I've never liked the way I looked before. I still need to get used to that feeling, and there is still room for improvement, but damn, does that feel good! I never knew, lol ❤ !
However, HRT has also decreased my libido 😅. Horniness has always helped with writing, lol 🙈. Even if there is energy, I often just am not interested in writing kinky stuff anymore 😅. Since I can now more or less live my life as a woman, the need to compensate has also decreased.

Does that mean there is no hope of me ever coming back? Nope. I still want to return. It's probably going to be some more short stories in the beginning, and I also want to continue with Pokemon: Eclipse, since the entire plot has already been planned and I just want to get it done, even if it may take me another 20 chapters or so.

Oh yeah, and also: FACE REVEAL! WOOP WOOP!

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I can feel the energy that you are now improving, your mental health is recovering, I can feel the positivity, I have mentioned it earlier, think we are friends here , you can share with us and today i feel glad that you finally choose to open up.

Anyways, for stories, can you please make some normal stories like only HUMAN MALE TO FEMALE. not other species. I have read plathy of those , now kind of feel bore . Find a good story to make comics.
 
Jackjons said:
I can feel the energy that you are now improving, your mental health is recovering, I can feel the positivity, I have mentioned it earlier, think we are friends here , you can share with us and today i feel glad that you finally choose to open up.

Anyways, for stories, can you please make some normal stories like only HUMAN MALE TO FEMALE. not other species. I have read plathy of those , now kind of feel bore . Find a good story to make comics.
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I'll do it ASAP, but I don't want anyone to get their hopes up and then be disappointed again. Most of the tg stories mean a whole lot to me and that hasn't changed <3.

I haven't been active publicly, but I still produced hundreds of images and small stories in my head. For example, "the first tribe", where a big group of students ends up crashing with their plane and somehow find themselves 300.000 years in the past. All of them are guys. As their society starts to work itself out, two boys (Adam and Evan) discover a now long-extinct plant that slowly turns Evan into a woman.

Or one about two best friends, struggling to find a partner and then trying something out. (This mess is usually what my storyboards look like before I start writing something bigger.)

I was inactive, but I was not inactive for myself, if that makes sense.

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Horadriel said:
I'll do it ASAP, but I don't want anyone to get their hopes up and then be disappointed again. Most of the tg stories mean a whole lot to me and that hasn't changed <3.

I haven't been active publicly, but I still produced hundreds of images and small stories in my head. For example, "the first tribe", where a big group of students ends up crashing with their plane and somehow find themselves 300.000 years in the past. All of them are guys. As their society starts to work itself out, two boys (Adam and Evan) discover a now long-extinct plant that slowly turns Evan into a woman.

Or one about two best friends, struggling to find a partner and then trying something out. (This mess is usually what my storyboards look like before I start writing something bigger.)

I was inactive, but I was not inactive for myself, if that makes sense.

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Yes ...and you are becoming expert in your craft.
 
DEFALT said:
Glad to hear you are doing better, and nice to see some work!

Would love to see a comic around the cow TF <.<
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Same here. Good to hear back from you 😆. And good to see you doing better. The cow one realy is nice. Gives me some Chemistry Class vibes from Marmelade Mum. Would love to see some more of that one.
@Horadriel Did you have some story in mind for that one? Or just a standalone piece?
 
Horadriel said:
Hello everyone,

I thought I'd give you another update and actually give you the opportunity to know me slightly better. I'm Horadriel, I am 34 years old, and I am a german transwoman.
Back when I first started releasing stories, I wasn't even out yet. I have always suffered from bad mental health, partly because I was suppressing a part of myself since back when puberty began and always knew better. Why? Well, my family mostly consists of right-wing people, and I was scared of losing them. There are more dumb reasons than that, but I don't want to get toooo private :P .

There are 2 main reasons why I finally managed to break free from my shackles 2 years ago. 1) My best friend made me feel safe enough in order to tell her. Once that happened and she didn't reject me, an avalanche broke loose. The dschini was out of the bottle. 2) All of you. I can not stress this enough. This entire hobby started as a compensating mechanism and a way to prove myself. It was a device to boost my self-esteem and somewhat live out some of my sexual fantasies. It provided me with a lot more than any money could have ever given me. But the more I wrote, the more I released, the more serious my stories got. I started to actually put some of my actual emotional struggles into the comics, not just some fetishized stuff. I actually allowed myself to feel some of my suppressed feelings in order to write better, lol. Without all of you, I never would have gotten to the point where I was ready to share this with my best friend.
This year was rough. In August of 2025, two of my siblings and my father distanced themselves from me, since they couldn't live with me being trans. Throughout the year, I was still trying to comprehend what happened and tried to mourn and get used to my loss. Most of my recent mental health struggles that kept me from writing originated from that. Since then, the situation with my family has worsened, but at least it has gotten more stable.

But there are also a few other reasons why I currently struggle to write anything. One of them is a good thing. HRT is working. It has done wonders for me already, although at this point it has not even been a year. I've never liked the way I looked before. I still need to get used to that feeling, and there is still room for improvement, but damn, does that feel good! I never knew, lol ❤ !
However, HRT has also decreased my libido 😅. Horniness has always helped with writing, lol 🙈. Even if there is energy, I often just am not interested in writing kinky stuff anymore 😅. Since I can now more or less live my life as a woman, the need to compensate has also decreased.

Does that mean there is no hope of me ever coming back? Nope. I still want to return. It's probably going to be some more short stories in the beginning, and I also want to continue with Pokemon: Eclipse, since the entire plot has already been planned and I just want to get it done, even if it may take me another 20 chapters or so.

Oh yeah, and also: FACE REVEAL! WOOP WOOP!

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Well I didn't expect your parents to be right wing conservative. Germany/Deutschland as far as I know like their cousin Netherlands (Dutchland lol) are some of the most progressive nations in the world. Yeah I that get that the souring of relationship with your loved can cause writer block.

I thought that you were American since your stories are set exclusively in USA and you referenced MSNBC in one of your stories- a news channel that is not known outside of USA. Why not try use Europe as a setting in one your newer stories? I mean places Luxembourg, Switzerland, Belgium and Detuschland can really good setting for story.


The fact that you're stories got serious and emotional was because it came from inside- that it came from your own emotions. You know what I never tried to hide the fact that I enjoy your stories the MOST is because it has emotional and serious elements in it. We all enjoy the porn but emotional stuff elevates your works tenfolds.

Anyways I'm glad you updated us where you're in your life right now. I thought this thread was big big hiatus. Anyways I'm kinda happy we're gonna get more of your stories in near future. Take all the time you need mate
 
Horadriel said:
Hello everyone,

I thought I'd give you another update and actually give you the opportunity to know me slightly better. I'm Horadriel, I am 34 years old, and I am a german transwoman.
Back when I first started releasing stories, I wasn't even out yet. I have always suffered from bad mental health, partly because I was suppressing a part of myself since back when puberty began and always knew better. Why? Well, my family mostly consists of right-wing people, and I was scared of losing them. There are more dumb reasons than that, but I don't want to get toooo private :P .

There are 2 main reasons why I finally managed to break free from my shackles 2 years ago. 1) My best friend made me feel safe enough in order to tell her. Once that happened and she didn't reject me, an avalanche broke loose. The dschini was out of the bottle. 2) All of you. I can not stress this enough. This entire hobby started as a compensating mechanism and a way to prove myself. It was a device to boost my self-esteem and somewhat live out some of my sexual fantasies. It provided me with a lot more than any money could have ever given me. But the more I wrote, the more I released, the more serious my stories got. I started to actually put some of my actual emotional struggles into the comics, not just some fetishized stuff. I actually allowed myself to feel some of my suppressed feelings in order to write better, lol. Without all of you, I never would have gotten to the point where I was ready to share this with my best friend.
This year was rough. In August of 2025, two of my siblings and my father distanced themselves from me, since they couldn't live with me being trans. Throughout the year, I was still trying to comprehend what happened and tried to mourn and get used to my loss. Most of my recent mental health struggles that kept me from writing originated from that. Since then, the situation with my family has worsened, but at least it has gotten more stable.

But there are also a few other reasons why I currently struggle to write anything. One of them is a good thing. HRT is working. It has done wonders for me already, although at this point it has not even been a year. I've never liked the way I looked before. I still need to get used to that feeling, and there is still room for improvement, but damn, does that feel good! I never knew, lol ❤ !
However, HRT has also decreased my libido 😅. Horniness has always helped with writing, lol 🙈. Even if there is energy, I often just am not interested in writing kinky stuff anymore 😅. Since I can now more or less live my life as a woman, the need to compensate has also decreased.

Does that mean there is no hope of me ever coming back? Nope. I still want to return. It's probably going to be some more short stories in the beginning, and I also want to continue with Pokemon: Eclipse, since the entire plot has already been planned and I just want to get it done, even if it may take me another 20 chapters or so.

Oh yeah, and also: FACE REVEAL! WOOP WOOP!

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Glad to see you are doing better and become your true self! Wishing you all the best. Can't wait to see what you will make
 
Gamefriend said:
Same here. Good to hear back from you 😆. And good to see you doing better. The cow one realy is nice. Gives me some Chemistry Class vibes from Marmelade Mum. Would love to see some more of that one.
@Horadriel Did you have some story in mind for that one? Or just a standalone piece?
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I still need to establish a phase of the humanimal timeline that occurs after everyone knows of the normal humanimals. At that point in time, the public has gotten used to that kind of thing and most don't care. At that time, catastrophe strikes.
Dr. Parks, the lady that got turned into a bat, has become the first living creature that is infected with a mutated flu version, that has partly merged with the formula inside her body. Her offspring spread it to other bats and through global trade, bats all over the world got infected. Many different animals have had this variant inside of them, after having contact with those bats in some way. In one host, the unthinkable happens. 1) The illness is able to affect humans. 2) It becomes airborne.

All over the world, some people seem to turn into animal hybrids overnight. Most people are entirely immune. The formula contained DNA information of many different animals, but what you get turned into, seems to be dependent on the person and their own preferations. Only the outer appearance changes at first. Most people turn back within a few weeks, if they don't do anything in order to worsen their symptoms. Once you fully recovered, you become immune as well. If you act on your urges however, the effects worsen and take increasingly longer to change back to normal. Until you reach a point of no return.

That cowgirl you see, is foolishly acting in a way, that is going to worsen the symptoms. Of course it's only foolish, if you don't secretly want for that to happen... :P
 
timmydg said:
Well I didn't expect your parents to be right wing conservative. Germany/Deutschland as far as I know like their cousin Netherlands (Dutchland lol) are some of the most progressive nations in the world. Yeah I that get that the souring of relationship with your loved can cause writer block.

I thought that you were American since your stories are set exclusively in USA and you referenced MSNBC in one of your stories- a news channel that is not known outside of USA. Why not try use Europe as a setting in one your newer stories? I mean places Luxembourg, Switzerland, Belgium and Detuschland can really good setting for story.


The fact that you're stories got serious and emotional was because it came from inside- that it came from your own emotions. You know what I never tried to hide the fact that I enjoy your stories the MOST is because it has emotional and serious elements in it. We all enjoy the porn but emotional stuff elevates your works tenfolds.

Anyways I'm glad you updated us where you're in your life right now. I thought this thread was big big hiatus. Anyways I'm kinda happy we're gonna get more of your stories in near future. Take all the time you need mate
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I usually try to be ambiguous about where the stories take place, since I want to make it feel more relatable to most people. "Realization" does play in America, though.

The internet is full of porn that only focuses on the sex part. I personally always preferred story-driven porn and love that I can provide others with that ^^ <3 .

I'll try to post something asap, but it still might take some time 🙈.
 
This is what I am currently working on. After answering Gamefriend's question about the cowgirl, I started working on a comic that I originally intended to be 10-11 pages long. I am currently at page 39, and thus it has long reached my personal threshold of making it a bigger comic.

Sorry to those who've been waiting for a tg comic. For now, I think this is going to be the next thing I'm going to release.

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Horadriel said:
This is what I am currently working on. After answering Gamefriend's question about the cowgirl, I started working on a comic that I originally intended to be 10-11 pages long. I am currently at page 39, and thus it has long reached my personal threshold of making it a bigger comic.

Sorry to those who've been waiting for a tg comic. For now, I think this is going to be the next thing I'm going to release.

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Nice one. "🔥Anticipation raising🔥"
 
Minikit_0079 said:
You ever gonna do a spin off with the co-worker that became a dog?
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Too much is known about her story in order to write a real spin-off about her. What I can do is make a small special for DeviantArt with about 6-8 new pages.

Buut, now that the Flu era is established, there will, or rather should, be more stories like this in the future.
 
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